I’ve been writing in you for years, so I can tell you anything. Jeremy called me a slut again. I’m not a slut! That’s Amanda! She will sleep with anyone! Just because he caught me staying after class with Mr. Anderson, he says we are doing it. We aren’t. What Jeremy doesn’t know is that his dad invited me to a private barbeque this weekend while his mom is out of town. I do like hotdogs…

Mom was a bitch too. She didn’t like that I caught her and Daeshawn together again. I think it was more that I didn’t have the radio going while she was with him in the bedroom. Or that he took me shopping last week, alone.

I don’t like Mr. Anderson. He’s too much of a robot. All computer like. But the vice principal… He’s cool. He’s foreign. Japanese, I think. He’s giving me some private lessons on how to weld a sword! That’s so fucking cool! How to grip it correctly. What stance to use. How to clean it after we’re done. SO much fun! I can’t wait for our next private lesson.